Riding bike with you around the silent streets of the city in the dusky starry night of December was maybe one of the romantic experiences I ever had. But the whole ride was not worth it. That’s because I wasn’t with the guy I really like.
While you tour me around the city, you know what, my mind was in another dimension. I’m thinking about him even though I’m with you. Though I’m trying my best to focus my attention to you, my heart really doesn’t seem to follow.
After that ride, you started to flirt around me. You entwine your hands around mine, while your head leaning on my shoulder. And then I found myself joining and responding with you. I don’t know why I did it but I guess I’m already tipsy with that beer I poisoned myself. And I regretted everything.
Now, you’re sending me phone messages I’ve been hesitating to answer. Because for me they’re just your flirtatious acts to get me. Sorry to say I’m not yet ready to commit myself to any love relationships especially when it’s you. You happened to be the unexpected and unwanted gift that I received in my life.
I’m very sorry to say this but I still like the guy who happens to be avoiding me right now. The guy who is giving me these silent treatments for no known reason. But still do sends me these butterflies in my stomach; electric shocks in my heart; and happy curves in my lips. This may be a one-sided kind of love, but I believe there’s still hope. He just happened to be lost today, but maybe someday he’ll find himself hopefully towards me.
In the end, I like/love him. I don’t like you. I hope you’ll understand. Sorry.
(Photo is not mine)